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You blink and that's all it takes. At first the picture doesn't come in clear, like you're waiting for a screen to fully load -- more aptly, it's like you're waiting for a camera to focus so you can find image clarity. Before you happened to rapidly close your eyes and open them, your life was normal...well, normal for you, anyway. Fighting an alien, making a quesadilla, dying. And then that blurry picture suddenly takes over.

There's a lot to take in here -- you feel weird, your surroundings are weird. Everything is just weird. For starters, there's that new piece of jewelry inserted in the space above your chest. That certainly wasn't there before you opened your eyes.

here

pretty nifty locations

If you eventually make it out of the forest and aren't devoured by a boar, you'll eventually come upon your new base camp. Someone (Genette) will be there with your introductory letter and a brief description of magic you now have. If you didn't discover it earlier...surprise!

One thing of comfort might be that you aren't alone in this journey. There are other coven members here, fresh back from a journey to another world. If your character wants to get the lay of the land or understand what's going on a little better, they may want to hit up some of these folk for information.

There's a large, gold, floating caravan hanging around next to a bonfire, and there's a back gate open that reveals something of a space pocket containing lots of different things. Luckily for new characters, the Palai from the previous world didn't want them to go hungry...which also means they'll be inundated with shrimp to eat. Hopefully they like shellfish!

If you're much more of a loner and don't want to follow the flow of things, there are of course other locations that you should probably check out. Travel to your heart's content and find something new...but there are two other points of interest you may want to discover.

GAME NAVIGATION

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[Now that he thinks about it, he could probably get them movies but he's not sure what sort. More importantly, Jade wants to hear about movies? From him? Sometimes he tried to tell her about them but it always seemed to really go over her head. And he thought maybe because of that, she didn't enjoy it. But maybe now after seeing one, she can enjoy it? Or maybe he's overthinking this.

Probably the last one, yeah. Okay. Deep breath.]

Do you, um, want to hear about Avatar? Or Weekend at Bernie's? Or, um, gosh, there's The Mummy or maybe National Treasure or Twilight... Do any of those titles strike your fancy?

[ he's definitely over thinking this. jade just likes to enjoy things with people - it's so different, watching squiddles next to someone instead of watching it on your own. it was a little jarring at first but... it's normal, right? this is how normal people do that thing. ]

Hehehe, Avatar sounds pretty interesting! Maybe not right now, though! You said something about my window thingie, but... if it's what I am thinking of, Jake, for me, it was your's. I never knew what it was for but once I did, it worked out pretty great, I think!! That means you have not used it, though, right?

Oh, no! I didn't want to mess with it and muck up your whole entrance! [Even though, with the way Paradox Space works, he guesses if he had, it would have been what he was supposed to do anyway. But he's trying not to think about that too much.] Um, I think I forgot it on my planet though...

That is fine, because I think I forgot mine in John's house! [ besides, if they're missing powers here, what's the fourth wall gonna do?

ahahaha ]

I guess we don't need it anymore, do we? There isn't really a way back... and even then, I am pretty positive I can find both of them. Remember? I have the spacey thing and all!!

Oh! That's right. Witch of Space. [He beams at her.] Well, we can look for them when your powers turn back on if you want but... so far it's not so bad here? Um, minus the others not being here but maybe they'll turn up.

[A little shier, he glances down.] I am just... glad you're here now! And, um, I... apologise if I um... come off strangely? I... am beginning to think I'm not very good at people.

They will? [ jade wants to pursue this if only because the goal here is to avoid ever talking about the fact she yelled at dave and then he got emotional back. Avoid, Avoid, and Avoid: that's the glassesfam way. ]

You are not good at people? Wow! Who told you that?

I did? [Like he really thought this was obvious, that he is very bad at this!] But um, I think so maybe? I don't know! But maybe!

[ honestly jade is not seeing it? maybe he expects too much of himself. or thinks he's supposed to be a specific way. ]

Well... I want to ask why you say that about yourself? I mean there are some people bad at being around others, but that does not mean I need a warning of some kind when I talk to them!

[Jake shifts, worrying his bottom lip.]

Umm... a lot of things happened in my session. And I was kind of an asshole to my friends.

[ jade ponders this for a moment before responding. ]

It is ok, if you want to tell me. I am not Rose but I can do my best to help!

[ not that jake knows the whole therapy thing with rose? jade thinks. maybe he does?? ]

[Jade is so, so nice and Jake wants to take her up on the offer but he doesn't know what he'll do if (when) Jade hates him. If Jade hated him, too, then what would he do? She's only the person he's been waiting years and years to finally see. No big deal. Just the family he always wanted might wind up hating him and he wouldn't even blame her for it.]

Um, golly, it's... really stupid and convoluted? And all over romance, basically, ugh I really can't believe we were such dunderheads over romance... [He trails off.] ...You don't, um— have to? Listen, I mean, it's just— I pretty much alienated everyone and... It blew heaving chunks.

[ well.

before jade answers, she has a question of her own. hesitating, she twiddles her thumbs together and looks at the dirt. really, she doesn't think jake is being fair to himself here. at the very least, there's probably a chance for him to do better. as for her... ]

I will answer you, I promise! But before I do, I guess I should ask this. Is... Dave here?

[That seems like a very odd and completely unrelated question but she seems so nervous.]

No, um— He was? But he vanished a while ago... [He isn't sure if that's comforting or not for her.]

[ okay so dave is not here this is still not dealing with the thing. cool, good, doable. ]

One of the last things I said to him was... pretty bad, I think and I feel terrible about it! Buuut I guess I also made a mess with romance! [ she winces before continuing. ] So I guess if there is anyone here who can listen to you, it would be.. [ she offers him an apologetic smile, tilting her head. it's surprisingly seamless following thar nervous expression. ] Me!

Edited (sean bean isnt in this tag and i shouldnt be phone tagging) 2017-10-10 06:22 (UTC)

[Oh. That's actually a little funny and he cracks a small smile.]

Must be genetic? Sorry. [Even though he's still foggy on where this chicken and egg thing ends and which of them is actually genetically responsible but whatever. It's probably his fault.] I guess the short version is Jane and Dirk both liked me. And Roxy liked Dirk! And also apparently me at some point? And I didn't want to date anyone! I think I knew it would ruin things? But also I thought about it and I realised I didn't have romantic feelings for Jane but I did for Dirk. So we dated for a bit but I treated him badly and used Jane as my punching bag over it too and then Jane hated me and then Dirk broke up with me and that was the last time I saw them before, you know...

[It all comes out in a nervous rush and he swallows, fidgeting.]

Um, Dirk and I are patching up, but... I still balled up everything.

I guess it is genetic! [ really, they should just blame john. everything? it's john's fault.

either way, jade can't say things were quite a mess romantically for her, but a strider breaking up with you sure does sound familiar to her. they're slippery little eels. at the same time, it seems like jake thins he deserved that, whereas jade is fairly positive the only thing she could do was back off so davesprite could sort himself out. better to be friends than nothing at all? doesn't seem like this is the part where she talks about her romantic issues, and she thinks revealing the part about saying Bad Things to dave is enough for now. building a bridge so you can relate to someone who you are literally related to... normal people things are a lot. important thing to distinguish though: ]

Soooo, you still like Dirk?

[ if there's any surprise about the whole dude dating a dude thing for her, she doesn't show it. (honestly, jake can be as gay as he wants, just be safe regardless of who youre dating english) ] You are a very sensitive guy, Jake, it sounds like you are already trying to fix your mistakes and make people happy! Hmmm. You know, there is a guy I know who seems to be pretty bad at people, but it is just something of a flaw of his. He's a big old jerky jerk but he is a good friend.

[ jade totally misses karkat and also totally feels bad about the whole. murdering him thing. ] I don't want to tell you that you are wrong... [ uh. ] Sometimes it is hard to do things like normal people do them, I guess! [ jade is assuming jake also has those moment - like trying to wipe down a bathroom with a towel dunked in toilet water, thinking this is totally how normal people clean their homes. ]

[Jade's statement is definitely relatable and he'll get to it in a moment, but he's still flustered from her first part.]

Um, yes. I, um— Yes. I... like him.

[Which, really, is its own can of worms. He still doesn't know if he's really capable of those feelings.]

After he broke up with me, I just... kept wanting him to, um, be around? And... be my boyfriend again, so...

[And he got that via Brain Ghost Dirk mostly, but he kept shattering his own illusion by reminding himself he was fake. God. His own brain won't let him be happy, huh? Or maybe he just won't let himself have those illusions anymore, which is frankly for the best in the long run. But at the time, a little comfort would have been nice.]

But... Yeah, doing things the normal way... People might think we're making mountains out of molehills but from where I'm standing, it certainly looks like friggin' Mount Everest.

[Note: he has not seen Mount Everest he just knows everyone says it's the biggest or something.]

[ the liking him part is noted. jade tilts her head, and continues listening - it's very important to know the relationships involved here. hoo boy. ]

Hehe, you know, you cannot actually wash a bathroom with water from the toilet! [ the implication here is that jade didn't realize...you didn't do that. so. ] I think that sometimes it is a little hard to know when people are supposed to be around or not be around... like what kind of water you can use to wash certain things. You are still friends, and it sounds like you have things to sort out on your own! Maybe he does, too!

I don't know how to use a bathroom! [It seems important to reassure her? Like he knows in theory he just hasn't used one since he was about five so.] But, um. I hope he does? I worry about him feeling tethered to me but... yeah.

[But, more important than his inability to handle relationships:]

Um! I, um... is it... okay if I continue to think of you as family? I know the situation is actually a little more convoluted than either of us understood it to be when we were writing our letters but... [Jake tries to gesture but just raises his hand a little before it drops.] I dunno. It doesn't change that you're family to me I guess.

[ jade wants to respond about the bathroom comment because there's a lot of things she didn't get until the ship. it's a learning process, getting used to people, and sometimes being dumped into being around them is overwhelming. but it raises a lot of questions: why didn't jake know how to use a bathroom? what was the state of the mansion? the island? man.

he says that he wants to think of her as family still, though, and she gets that, because while jake is jake, he's still something like grandpa to her; not exactly him, but a form of him that she gets to meet. jade wonders for a moment if the only way for her to meet her grandfather, the person who was supposed to raise her, was on equal footing like this. the game always had a weird way of doing things; maybe in the end, she and jake had an equal amount of learning and teaching to do. ]

...Well, yes! I do not know what to call it but family, right? After all, you are still my grandson.

[ although the mystery of who his grandfather is no longer exists, really. ] Although it would probably be weird to call each other grandparents?

[Relief spreads through him as he nods. Part of him worried, especially these days, that once she had the chance to say more than just 'hi' to him, she would realise she didn't want him as family anymore. And if he lost her, the family he'd been waiting for since the first time he got a letter back, well, that would just be the final nail in the coffin. Why bother trying if your own family doesn't want you anymore?

But okay. She does. He's so glad. He's just so, so glad that he has to hug her again. This time he doesn't hesitate, even if his nerves remain a little on edge.]

Um, you can be my grandma if you fancy that! Or I can be your grandson I mean? Or the other way around! I'm happy with whatever we are because we are family. I apologise if I seem a bit sensitive.

[ it catches her off guard, the hug - it's something a lot more honest, a little reserved and shy, and completely warranted. initiating a hug feels... different from being hugged, and jade feels exposed for a moment, unable to react beyond assurance. but it feels right, too, familiar and warm. jade resolves to herself that if hugging a family member feels like this every time, there's go to be loads more hugs in the future.

It's a lot like looking under the couch to find the missing puzzle piece you thought you lost years ago.

Her fingers close around the fabric of his hoodie, clenching tight. ]

Maybe we can be each other's grandparents! It's what is true anyway. Honesty is the best policy?

[ haha, honesty in this family ]

[Honesty? Don't know her.

But for Jade, at least, he wants to try. Feelings are so much for him, even good ones, and maybe that's because he knows they won't last, or at least that's how it feels. Like one day he'll just be alone again and maybe that's how it should be, maybe he's too messed up to understand how normal emotions work, how he should feel, how much he's supposed to love people. Dirk can love people and not want them to go away and Jake doesn't want it, either, but trying to stop it from happening isn't something he can do. Maybe that means he doesn't care enough.

He wants Jade to stay, though. He wants Dirk to stay and he wants to see Jane and Roxy and John and Dave, too. He wants it so very much that maybe that's enough. Maybe it's good enough.]

Okay! And I guess um, you can still be my granddaughter, too! And... yes, so... I like this plan.

[He rests his head against hers, just a little. It could almost be accidental with how light it is but he wants to see if that's okay.]

[ she's quiet for a moment, as if she can hardly believe the situation; that jake's 1) real 2) feasible 3) literally right here in front of her. letters don't do much for portraying personality, she realizes as his head comes to rest against her's. she smaller than him, enough that it's possibly nothing, but she wants to think it's comforting, like grandpa putting his chin atop her head while she tries to sound out her favorite picture book. (she's not sure if she made up this memory or not, these days.)

so jade lets it happen, and doesn't speak for a moment. figuring out the genetics of their family is absolutely not something she can piece together at the moment, but she knows this is real. maybe memories don't have to be categorized as "made up" or "real", now, and she can have all those things she thought grandpa was doing. (it took her some time to figure out it was probably nothing, perhaps becquerel doing something to make her happy. she owes that dog so many irradiated steaks for taking care of her.)

there's a beat, enough that jade can make out a heartbeat and then she breaks into a grin again. ]

It's a pretty stinking great plan, Jake! I have not had family since I was very young, so thanks for being mine!!

Me either.

[Of course he had grandma but considering the Batterwitch's schemes and his grandma's heroic efforts to stop her, well, she sometimes didn't have time for him. That was okay. He was always proud of her. A legendary witch who spit in the face of true evil, who did her best to fight her before anyone else had started to, who died because of her even after taking Jake far away to try to protect them.

And having a hero to look up to was wonderful and terrifying and lonely. He loved her so much but so many memories blurred and faded over time until they were no better than dreams leaking out of his cupped hands. Her face, her voice, her laugh. But Jade, Jade is solid. She has a beautiful smile. Her voice reminds him of his favourite movies from childhood, not anything specific but that feeling of nostalgia and warm sunny days. She's here and hugging him and she's a hero, too, just like her friends, heroes that they waited for on hopeless days, but he thinks she can be more than a hero to him.]

So! Family, huh. I guess... we have a frightful amount of Christmases and birthdays to catch up on.

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