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spellgrinders2017-09-23 07:53 pm
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( TDM | #4 )
You blink and that's all it takes. At first the picture doesn't come in clear, like you're waiting for a screen to fully load -- more aptly, it's like you're waiting for a camera to focus so you can find image clarity. Before you happened to rapidly close your eyes and open them, your life was normal...well, normal for you, anyway. Fighting an alien, making a quesadilla, dying. And then that blurry picture suddenly takes over. There's a lot to take in here -- you feel weird, your surroundings are weird. Everything is just weird. For starters, there's that new piece of jewelry inserted in the space above your chest. That certainly wasn't there before you opened your eyes.
If this new little signet catches their interest, fiddling with it will result in a bit of a neural vibration in everyone else with telepathy. Nothing painful; it's actually quite pleasant. But if they do decide to play with this new jewelry, they're likely to find some seasoned telepaths (aka old coven members) in their brain space, wondering that's up. A2 ▢ Alternatively, new coven members are notorious for being bad at telepathy from the jump. Their panicked reation to this journey or confused mental state may send out some network messages that maybe they didn't realize they were sending out. Or, maybe what's pushing them over the edge are all the other voices already doing exactly that in their brain. B ▢ Unlike the previous coven members who found themselves on the hub, new recruits won't find as many supplies randomly in the forest they're suddenly in. However, like old coven members, they will come across some wild boars that aren't too happy to see the humans have returned to their stomping ground. Your character may also come across a boar with babies in tow, which means that they're even more likely to be aggressive. If your character has useful magic within them somewhere, now may be a good time to discover how to use it...? C ▢ Whether you've braved a boar encounter or avoided one entirely, there's a lot to do and see in the forest, as well as other areas of the hub! Well, "do" is debatable. But! Coven members before them have discovered some pretty nifty locations that can be stumbled upon, from a phallic fertility shrine to tree homes and passageways. |
If you eventually make it out of the forest and aren't devoured by a boar, you'll eventually come upon your new base camp. Someone (Genette) will be there with your introductory letter and a brief description of magic you now have. If you didn't discover it earlier...surprise! One thing of comfort might be that you aren't alone in this journey. There are other coven members here, fresh back from a journey to another world. If your character wants to get the lay of the land or understand what's going on a little better, they may want to hit up some of these folk for information. There's a large, gold, floating caravan hanging around next to a bonfire, and there's a back gate open that reveals something of a space pocket containing lots of different things. Luckily for new characters, the Palai from the previous world didn't want them to go hungry...which also means they'll be inundated with shrimp to eat. Hopefully they like shellfish!
E ▢ This will also be the place where they're given their first provisions. In a woven knapsack, they'll find a bag of cooked shrimp, a set of clothes (you pick the style) that may not fit, a toothbrush, and three other random objects -- dealer's choice! It's very likely that your character got something useful in there, but it's also likely you got something that your character would never use in a million years, or that doesn't fit. Time to start trading! F ▢ Finally, there's always the chance for your character to explore the big mansion next to the beach area. Actually, they may be asked to lend a hand. Everyone is tasked with unloading supplies from the caravan to the front foyer of the mansion, and there are quite a few trips to be mad. Or, alternatively, your character can slack off and play in the game room that they have. How good is your character at pool? |
If you're much more of a loner and don't want to follow the flow of things, there are of course other locations that you should probably check out. Travel to your heart's content and find something new...but there are two other points of interest you may want to discover.
H ▢ Your character may want to claim a beach house while they're at it. Some characters have disappeared from the coven over time, and some of these few may have left their belongings before departing. This makes it hard to tell what huts are free and which need to be cleared out. Might as well play roulette and see if you picked one that doesn't have an owner or not. (For the sake of the prompt, you might want to choose the former, just saying). I ▢ Wildcard prompt. Go nuts and utilize your own creativity within the setting. This can mean striking out on your own or utilizing a certain location in a different way. The world is your oyster! |
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Dreamlike, except that the cool air is crisp in his lungs, the tree-laden landscape has an absurd amount of detail, and he can still taste that animal's blood in his mouth. It must be real, unable to recall dreams with as much clarity.
Even stranger than these sudden new abilities in an unfamiliar world -- when he lifts his eyes to focus forward, the display of Gaelio's back, unprotected, greets him. They're close enough that he can see the shift of his shoulder-blades with each stride. He can pinpoint muscular definition underneath the fitted material of a long jacket. It's difficult to wrap his mind around following this man now, but he would rather follow than be followed at the current juncture.
Gaelio is still more trusting than he ought to be. He never turns to look, to check even once or twice on the dangerous man trailing behind him. There is tension in him, surely. It can be read in him from this distance, but tension wouldn't be enough to save him, if at any point McGillis decided on a whim that working with him on these specific answers is more trouble than it's worth.
A fool, as he readily accepts. A friend, McGillis accepts with more ease than he suspects the other would be able to predict.
Only, it surprises him to hear that there had been doubt, any amount of it, any amount that might've survived past that violent act, in regards to McGillis's own nature.
He struggles to understand that part.
Unable to see the expression while receiving the response that surprises, but in a way, it's fitting. Gaelio will demand to be seen, but will never see. Instead, McGillis watches the shuffle of leaves scattering around the other man's footsteps as he listens to him speak. He can allow his features to lapse into pensive unhappiness, with no need to guard against it. ]
We cannot understand each other; that's the sum of it.
[ A mournful note, in an otherwise ruthless conclusion. ]
I won't allow you to succeed, but if you did, if I failed in that, you would not achieve that sort of satisfaction. Not through words or through any other means. You would be wise to devote your understanding only to that end, to keep your revenge simple.
ok i resisted making this joke again too long: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cOy6hqzfsAs 1/2
The words ring, briefly deafening, and so uproot him, that he cannot make sense of their inflection. The sound of them at jarring odds with the content. Gaelio opens his mouth, cracked open, his jaw aching, moving, but before he can choke out a protest, McGillis proceeds. The next less shocking, less destabilizing, only unsurprising aggravation in the certainty and implicit denial within them. McGillis would believe he could forbid it, would advise him even now.
No, that shudders through him, as well. This instruction as to how he ought to conduct his revenge. ]
Shut up. I will understand you, I'll --
[ Snapped, and he whirls with such force on his heel, he staggers. His face tight and low before the turn, voice tearing with it, but --
Raising his eyes, they glower, burning and narrowed in the contortion of his face, but -- ]
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[ but, what is that expression? The weight coloring and sanding the cold angles of McGillis's face. So soft as to resemble sorrow. But McGillis had spoken it and Gaelio remembered it well, such soft-hearted emotions unfortunately will not reach me, for I've lived my life in anger, and Gaelio understands, doesn't he, mustn't he, had Bael not confirmed it, brute force all that McGillis comprehended, and so through power, through brutality, Gaelio would force it upon him.
Then, his instinct should be to launch forward, swinging, to gauge whether fists could be enough, to abandon his caution and temperance and see it done now.
Instead, he recoils.
Turning as quickly, he surges away, as though any quicker, he would be running from it. Swallowing hard, then continuously, unable to free himself of the lump. The trees look more sparse ahead, and he thrusts himself toward that light, breaking out and into a field. Gaelio squints against the brightness, measuring his breath as he slows.
Plush grass unattended and little eaten, reaching for knees. A thick coating of yellow and pink flowers, stretching toward the sun in breezy waves. Lovely, really. Batting back memories, recent and wretched, older and doubted, he looks up to the sky.
Above the trees, at a farther distance still, winding in a small tendril: smoke. ]
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He would've thought, in the wake of that evidence presented in Bael's hangar, that Gaelio's explanation of respectable feelings provided the fluff for his revenge. It must be the most important goal to him now. It would follow that it was the most important goal to him now. Understanding McGillis would prove a useless and unimportant distraction to that end, even as he continued to declare that it would be achieved one day. From the man who, even as a friend, had never seemed the type to question beyond the surface level of his reality, the anger does startle McGillis, such that he cannot properly prepare for his sudden stop.
Such that he is challenged with wiping away the melancholy brought on by the confusion of Gaelio's It seems it was hard for me to shake --
And is not able to do so, not cleanly, before Gaelio has whipped around to look at him. He does furrow eyebrows defensively, compensating with that, but the remnants of softer sadness remain while he attempts to drain the life out of his countenance.
That won't do them well. It will confuse Gaelio further, the evidence of that shown in his declarations clipped to nothing, in his quick turn away. The effect of attempting to understand each other will spiral and create more confusion for them both. Having his own goals to focus on, that won't do. This tenuous sort of situation, this lack of control -- it's precisely what he has avoided throughout his entire life. For every moment he was given a reprieve in control, hoarding it away in small spaces. With whatever he was able to build on, with whatever he was allowed.
The threat of Gaelio tears at that, even now -- with his quick, recoiling turn, away from McGillis, once he has slipped and shown a small amount of his true self.
Of course he would hasten away from that. That alone does not confuse McGillis, who has always suspected, always known, that Gaelio would have no use or want for the truth inside McGillis. What he doesn't understand are Gaelio's efforts towards what he has no use or want for, even in the moment, the contradiction of his aggressive assertion and his quickly retreating back. He doesn't understand why he makes it difficult for himself when it could be so simple.
Something inscrutable and impossible to hold rose during their brief interaction of honesty, but this cuts the bottom out from it. He walks on again, wordlessly, secure in the knowledge of being right.
Gaelio steps out into the beginning of a new clearance, where the sunlight pools ahead. His body disappears into that light. Briefly, McGillis considers turning around and retreating into the darkness of the forest.
Seconds later, he joins his side in the field. A good amount of distance is spaced between them still.
McGillis blankly observes their surroundings. The grass is thick, covering the bottoms of their legs, and the flowers are quite beautiful, but it's the smoke that catches his attention quicker than anything else. He turns his head, only to observe if Gaelio has seen it.
He has, from the trajectory of his gaze. ]
What should our terms be, if the situation turns perilous?
[ If they do continue to proceed together, that is. ]
A temporary truce would provide better odds.
1/2 sry i'm incorrigible
Without having to look, he knows McGillis maintained the distance. He feels it. He must then clamber past a blockage, a rooting resistance that frays where it does not dig, to turn his face toward McGillis, so to gauge the same, and more.
As expected, no traces remain of that which could not be born, his resolve newly made. Two years, and the days counted, pacing deeper furrows through his savaged mind with the tireless effort to understand and so become. To understand and so take hold of what must be done, without doubt. Finally without doubt. He has gone mad with doubt, and mad with doubt, and mad.
It may be another mask, or it may have always been so. McGillis's control has ever been superb, and the likelihood of something bleeding through feels more improbable the more his heart times the space from it. Instead, the mysticism of the forest and the power suffusing his mind had done it once more, without his realizing. Far more likely that by remembering those dreams, triggered by tone, upon turning, he'd tricked himself with another illusion.
But it -- to look at McGillis, those eyes pressed cool against his, without violent motion tearing toward him or tearing himself again to tatters -- the shaking in his hand intensifies.
When he flicks his gaze back to the smoke that spoke fire, readying a movement thus, McGillis speaks terms, and Gaelio keeps still.
Insanity, to finish with proposing that. A truce.
Gaelio's lip curls and he feels in it the snarl. He must unwire his jaw to grit out the words, but does not yet push back his eyes. ]
A truce? You really are...
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[ Something in his voice he cannot permit, almost wet and almost laughing, despairing, and he takes it by the neck to strangle it back. ]
It will never be simple.
[ Knowing not McGillis's thoughts, but as though he had not disrupted the previous strain, that of revenge and how it ought to be conducted. ]
You would think otherwise. You, who compartmentalize what you pretend to feel, while feeling nothing. Should I be again too trusting, at your convenience, because I might be again useful to you? A dead man has no utility.
[ But to kill, to kill, to kill, and drag to the pyre and grave. Unable to stay his hand, he thrusts it into a gesture, hard into the air, toward the black spindling. ]
How temporary? If they are hostile, then I would -- I couldn't, I can't let anyone else kill you.
[ Spoken like that, it close to mandates this, but his mind cannot preserve cohesion with a truce with this man. ]
But, if they aren't? What then and to what ends?
[ Though all hinges on the answers, Gaelio cannot stomach the notion of McGillis deciding it and setting their terms. Unable to trust, he doubts McGillis would keep to whatever he chose, should a better opportunity present itself. Impasse, but necessity in the unknown and in dual if opposing purposes. So the less noxious option.
Yet again, his body lurching into a severe turn, more fully away from McGillis, his difficult hand sweeping down his face and finally settling once more at his side. Then, more naturally angling, he begins to walk toward the smoke's direction, across the field. ]
Through that destination and whatever waits. Those are the terms. Then, we revisit.
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In fact, he's already braced himself in case it inflames him. Simple -- it could be, or it could be pared down to something like it with the correct amount of effort, but as he anticipates that twist in his gut while the other man continues to speak, he begins to accept that Gaelio is correct in that. In at least that -- that it will never be simple. But, perhaps as close as he can get, maybe that was always the mark. He keeps his gaze steady on the smoke and absorbs the answer to his suggestion.
It's a long one.
It descends back into familiar territory: Gaelio explaining what McGillis is through sheer ignorance.
Gaelio wondering on his utility, factoring that in, then factoring in the risk of McGillis's death by any hand but his own. Gaelio coming to no real conclusion, except that they must wait.
Strangely, there's plenty that causes that uncomfortable twisting sensation to grow, but nothing bothers him as much as the first assumption.
You, who compartmentalize what you pretend to feel, while feeling nothing.
He slides his eyes over to watch Gaelio's lurch in the other direction, narrowing them to slits. Ridiculous, to allow himself to become seized by any of this man's speech. It shouldn't matter, and there are valid points to take away, after all. Only his utility should matter, his own and Gaelio's combined to make the most of each other's presence, only how they can best proceed in a situation neither of them expected to be in.
Yet it seizes something in him, it rings in him, and it causes him to dip into petty anger.
McGillis follows again --
This time, he overtakes Gaelio, walking faster to walk ahead of him. Purposely, he directs an exasperated glance at him in passing, boring it in until he can switch his focus to the smoke again. ]
I withdraw my suggestion. If I have to listen to you go on like that at each crossroad, I'd rather dive into harm's way.
[ It's childish. There's an air to it that suggests he doesn't truly mean it, that he has accepted Gaelio's quasi-acceptance, but refuses to speak acknowledgment of it.
Which only makes it more childish. ]
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So immersed in the unrelenting torment of proximity without satisfaction, of his smaller betrayals by ceding to steadily, if incrementally augmenting cooperation (Carta, Ein--), in holding himself together through it and reining himself in, into a whole and not the stitching. So concentrated on that, McGillis's speed and back he lags in processing until startled by that glance.
Moreso by the criticism, and the thrust of it does thrust, severing him more neatly than should have been possible from the storm. Gaelio blinks, steps slowed with the second lag in connecting the audacity of it with its phrasing, the resigned inflection.
Some legitimacy in it. Here especially, isolated and close to McGillis, he seems incapable of stoppering the acid, spitting blistering censure. As though his silence of two years had collected reservoirs of his once typical, flowing chatter, but gone rotten, infected by betrayal and doubt. Now to burst and spew. Yet, he cannot allow McGillis that legitimacy. He has the right. He ought to take hold of him and shout it, and drive it into him.
It ought to surge and bristle through him, this ceaseless fury, and it has been unceasing, does not cease. Yet, cut a moment from it by that look, word, jolt, he bobs detached, and what first pulls across his face does bear teeth, does crook mouth, but might more closely resemble -- no.
As he fumbles to retie the string, he moves with incited alacrity, close to a jog to reach McGillis's side, though as far apart. Even with his delay, it is a quick thing. His legs are longer, only just. Fury boils, but lidded now, and he glances sidelong, a similar gesture, if much different emotion in the hard cast of his eyes. ]
By all means.
[ Dry, tongue scraping like sandpaper. ]
Before you go, advice. If you find it difficult to hear complaints, then you have two options.
[ Demonstrative, he raises his hand, lowering first thumb, then index finger as he counts off. ]
First: do not kill your ally, then expect to renew that accord. Two: kill him properly.
[ Wait. There dips the ring finger. If McGillis will not hear his words, regardless, then for the duration of truce... ]
No, three. Earplugs. Try the dirt.
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Even as he attempts to indulge himself mentally, adding justification to his behaviour, he feels the air seeping out from those tires. It's a ridiculous overreaction to the circumstances at hand. Still -- he doesn't need to travel with this person, to listen to this person, to indulge this person's very specific conditions for killing him, which is what it comes down to, isn't it? Isn't he mad to walk alongside with Gaelio, who wants to murder him in return for what he has done, who wants to "understand" him, a man who desires exacting and correct conditions before he can carry out his act?
He treats revenge like the set-up of a brand new aquarium. Prepare the pH balance, then let loose the piranhas.
McGillis feels his brow creasing at the sounds of Gaelio's footsteps approaching, though knowing him as well as he does, he predicted as much. At the corner of his mouth, with all this madness volleyed back and forth, he finds himself fighting to tamp down the strange smirk that wants to lift it. Barely there, and only for a second. They must be a stupid sight, shuffling in a disgruntled manner through the grass with an abnormally huge gap between them.
He avoids Gaelio's heated look and picks up his stride.
Though, he cannot close his ears to those retorts, frowning in turn. ]
You --
[ A sudden desire to shout overtakes him as well. He wants to blow through Gaelio's refusal to understand that he is not Gjallarhorn, has never been, and that betraying his own would require him to be in a position that would breed loyalty towards them in the first place. As things are, he has never truly entered that society. Tekkadan are his allies, and his allies had been under attack by Gaelio, Carta and Ein, all.
McGillis clips himself before launching into any of that. He finds calm. ]
I've not killed my allies, or even attempted to. Only my enemies. Not properly, I will give you that.
[ He should simply fly away and leave Gaelio to deal with things on his own. ]
In response to your third point, I welcome you to try.
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That words so calm, so evenly strung, could crack so like a whip. He can feel the tear of flesh with it, stripped raw. Gaelio halts, cold and struck, and reels in bout of self-castigation.
How foolish. How intolerably foolish. How, after all, could his tongue still betray him, could he feel something that cannot be but feels too like hurt creasing around his eyes, shallowing his breath, compressing his ribcage.
Even as he debated and wondered, scouring every possible and impossible answer to McGillis, that had seemed clear enough. Only Gaelio's stupidity had seen friendship between them and believed it. McGillis saw enemy. Had only ever seen enemy. Always. How stupid, how foolish, that it still cuts through him. There is a hurricane in his heartbeat, the second's deluge of thousands of memories redefined, constantly redefining, and through it, Gaelio notes that he stares yet again at McGillis's retreating back.
He had no longer wanted that, doesn't want that. The juvenile speed to catch up -- to never again follow.
It isn't following.
Funny, that this does it.
The fire snuffed, doused by ice water, though no shock in the chill. Though it should flare again for Ein, for Carta, who died with McGillis's name on her lips, who loved him. The woman who loved him, seen only as enemy. The man who, standing beside him, no --
He takes a meticulously drawn breath, staring first at the broad line of achingly familiar shoulders, then lifting his face, peering into blue sky and thinly spread leaves.
I withdraw my acceptance. There can be no truce.
What he should say. Closing his eyes against sky and shoulders both, he pushes one foot forward, then drags the other. Nothing has changed, either between them or in the situation. He must still reach the smoke. There may still be hostility.
But McGillis will never hear his words, and he's tired now, as if now feeling the exertion of expending so much after years of reticence. Jaw rusted, relearning use.
So he says nothing. ]